"I know it sounds cliched, but you deserve better than that"
So, for once, I'm gonna try and take that advice. No more putting up with crap from anyone. No more bullshit. No more. I like to think I'm like it anyway. I'm not though, I'm weak, I'm just a whore to them. An unpaid one at that. At least if I got paid for it, I'd be better off!
You want a fuck on your terms? pay someone for it.
You want a phone sex? I have some numbers you can use
Cyber sex? Plenty of dodgy sites for that.
Emotional bullshit manipulation? Fuck off cos no ones interested.
You want my attention? Then fucking earn it. Be there for me. Be interested in me. Not for a token day, invest, be in it for the long haul. I'm the best thing that could happen to you. I'll be there for you always, but only if you're there for me. Which really isn't much to ask.
if you knew my worth you wouldnt let go
No more crap from Rob cos he's lonely/ill/wants to be friends
No more bullshit from chris, if he wants me he can earn it.
No more shit from friends who take and never give. I am not your emotional doormat.
I will not be your consolation prize.
Spent the afternoon with Lizzie and Andi, spending time with friends in the sunshine. It was lovely. Then driving home, I thought fuck it and took myself off to Coaley peak. It's wonderful up there. If anyone who reads this ever makes it to visit me, I'll take you there. So I sat on the top of the hill, the world spread out at my feet, and took in God's creation. That's when I decided this. Just sorta crystilised now. Please, remind me of this next time I get sucked in by someone.
You want a fuck on your terms? pay someone for it.
You want a phone sex? I have some numbers you can use
Cyber sex? Plenty of dodgy sites for that.
Emotional bullshit manipulation? Fuck off cos no ones interested.
You want my attention? Then fucking earn it. Be there for me. Be interested in me. Not for a token day, invest, be in it for the long haul. I'm the best thing that could happen to you. I'll be there for you always, but only if you're there for me. Which really isn't much to ask.
if you knew my worth you wouldnt let go
No more crap from Rob cos he's lonely/ill/wants to be friends
No more bullshit from chris, if he wants me he can earn it.
No more shit from friends who take and never give. I am not your emotional doormat.
I will not be your consolation prize.
Spent the afternoon with Lizzie and Andi, spending time with friends in the sunshine. It was lovely. Then driving home, I thought fuck it and took myself off to Coaley peak. It's wonderful up there. If anyone who reads this ever makes it to visit me, I'll take you there. So I sat on the top of the hill, the world spread out at my feet, and took in God's creation. That's when I decided this. Just sorta crystilised now. Please, remind me of this next time I get sucked in by someone.