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been a while....
here i am, months after i posted a fine whiny rant full of many mixed emotions
so many/much? changes...
the job.... i love the work... but the two hour drive each way is killing me and my free time, possible change soonish, hopefully before they start closing the roads down because of snow
working closer will be a welcome change, even though i'll likely lose 45 dollars a day in per diem....
the game(s)....
Requiem is... tiresome as a venue... i enjoy the company of my friends alot more than the actual RP anymore.... i constantly fall out of character....just wish i could get them all together that often just to be us, no PCs no Cam drahma... just a bunch of folks... ya know?
Forsaken.... like Requiem, it lacks aspects of the old game i enjoyed alot... i hear people talking about how it hasnt lost the social interplay, but i read the books, and cant help but ask where it is.... too territorial by far for a decent social game on more than a pack level...
Changeling... "Dragon-Boy" my secondary is fun, even if i dont have half of the costumery he needs, at least he has his wings, ears and his chimerical oddity of an arm, heh
Keiran..... i have so many mixed emotions about him and the situation he seems to be in....as of now it seems his social life is fading away, in his attempt to help one of his loves....
where do i want them to go.... not really sure.... i dont really RP his relationships much... i guess it's my fault if things seem like they are stagnating, but honestly, i detest relationship dramah for dramah's sake...... as for his current dramah... if -i- cant see a way to make it happier for Keiran, -he- sure as hell wont see it... till after it's too late, of course
other troupy gameage....
my game is running decently, if sporadically
my pcs are probably much more stable there than my Cam PCs, lol
personal....
new house is good, J&J are slowly working on their things, not that we mind really, as all of us were kinda under pressure to get things figured out...
i miss my kids...... alot.... i really should see them more often, but every time i drop them off in that pigstye their motherthing calls home it absolutely crushes me.... but i havent a clue if or what i can do about it.... but like i've said before, if it werent for them, i likely wouldnt be doing as well as i am now...
Steph..... you are absolutely wonderful.... i love you in more ways than i know how to say.... yes, we have our difficulties, but neither of us gives up on the other....
i think that's all for now... some things are better left unsaid
here i am, months after i posted a fine whiny rant full of many mixed emotions
so many/much? changes...
the job.... i love the work... but the two hour drive each way is killing me and my free time, possible change soonish, hopefully before they start closing the roads down because of snow
working closer will be a welcome change, even though i'll likely lose 45 dollars a day in per diem....
the game(s)....
Requiem is... tiresome as a venue... i enjoy the company of my friends alot more than the actual RP anymore.... i constantly fall out of character....just wish i could get them all together that often just to be us, no PCs no Cam drahma... just a bunch of folks... ya know?
Forsaken.... like Requiem, it lacks aspects of the old game i enjoyed alot... i hear people talking about how it hasnt lost the social interplay, but i read the books, and cant help but ask where it is.... too territorial by far for a decent social game on more than a pack level...
Changeling... "Dragon-Boy" my secondary is fun, even if i dont have half of the costumery he needs, at least he has his wings, ears and his chimerical oddity of an arm, heh
Keiran..... i have so many mixed emotions about him and the situation he seems to be in....as of now it seems his social life is fading away, in his attempt to help one of his loves....
where do i want them to go.... not really sure.... i dont really RP his relationships much... i guess it's my fault if things seem like they are stagnating, but honestly, i detest relationship dramah for dramah's sake...... as for his current dramah... if -i- cant see a way to make it happier for Keiran, -he- sure as hell wont see it... till after it's too late, of course
other troupy gameage....
my game is running decently, if sporadically
my pcs are probably much more stable there than my Cam PCs, lol
personal....
new house is good, J&J are slowly working on their things, not that we mind really, as all of us were kinda under pressure to get things figured out...
i miss my kids...... alot.... i really should see them more often, but every time i drop them off in that pigstye their motherthing calls home it absolutely crushes me.... but i havent a clue if or what i can do about it.... but like i've said before, if it werent for them, i likely wouldnt be doing as well as i am now...
Steph..... you are absolutely wonderful.... i love you in more ways than i know how to say.... yes, we have our difficulties, but neither of us gives up on the other....
i think that's all for now... some things are better left unsaid