Mar 07, 2005 23:24
"Welcome to life, now get over yourself..."
such words of eternal wisdom can be spoken by anyone of us to any other. we're all wrapped up in our own bullshit or forcing ourselves into someone elses. Whether your problems be small or big, deal with them the best you can. Do not hate people for the decisions they make because 9 times out of 10, there's alot more going on than meets the eyes. Deal. I say this and most of you will think that I can't even comprehend what it would take to go about dong that. Those of you who are gracious enough will call me idealistic, the others will only refer to me as an idiot who is just shooting his mouth. Well fuck you all.
Deal with it.
I have gone through crap just like the rest of you, some of you have gone through worse, others have not. But I am dealing with it. I am living my life despite all the shit that comes with it. No rash decisions, no misdirected anger, no bullshit lies. I understand what i do wrong and what i do right that puts me in hard places.
I apologize Steph for all the shit i've put you through over the years. I don't regret where i am in life, but i do regret how i've treated you.
Aubrey, you are amazing. I'm sorry it has seemed i've come between you and your best friend. I hope we can work things out in earnest, you are a truly awesome gal.
I will get through my problems. I will deal with them all. I will not fall back on anyone else, nor will I give up and run away from them. I will not whine about them, nor while I hide them.