Try to be perfect.
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I was pondering about what's wrong with everything and came up with nothing. In each and everyday I have, I keep on blaming myself with what has been happening and what I had in the past. Never did I get tired of searching for loopholes in every blessing that I have. Because I am aware that I've been sharing this world with everyone else. I want to be exceptional. I want to be the best. And as of the moment, I can't. That's why the only option that I'll be the best is through the opposite--as someone who has the saddest story, the most tragic memories, and the like. It doesn't help at all. What I want to do now is to try to be perfect. Perfection in the sense that I should do what is right. Consider what is better. There should be no space for subjectivity. Realize that there are no losers in this world. There are just people who dwell in the past more than anyone else. In the long-run, they haven't done anything victorious at all. Before doing anything, think and think and be selfless. This year, I've been selfish. A lot of people experienced pain. Numerous upside downs occurred because of my immature search for what's better. Now, I ended up ruining everything.
On Tuesday, I'll be going back to Thomson Reuters for the job offer. After the two interviews, and six exams, I got in. This will be another journey for me. A new crowd. Unexpected future. Greater heights. More challenging conflicts. Am I ready for them? I know I can. This is going to be a good start. A new fortress of intense experiences. I'll be strong.