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people who are social workers and dont even watchout after their own kids should be shot in the head. and i mean that. im not fucking around. i just know that christi is going to end up getting raped, pregnant, or killed before she gets out of highschool. it scares me. shes not even in highschool yet and i could only imagine what it holds for her. shes only twelve and has done more drugs than i can count on one hand. her alcohol varries like no other. she already has gotten her first tattoo done in someones basement.. takes pictures of guys laying ontop of her in bed and laughs and shows me and then continues to tell me how she hasnt had sex but she has fooled around with other guys and girls. uhhhhh!! the list can go on.. her dad moved to alabama and was going to let christi come to nashville for the summer until august 1st.. guess whos dad didnt call my mom or the other mom she said she was going to be staying with? oh thats right the father who is the socialworker. yea. go figure. then the dad yells at my mom. says some shit and throws up my name and how i "ran away" and that she shouldnt be talking to him about the care of his daughters because i ran away from home.hahaha. thats some fucked up shit if you ask me. i didnt run away really. how it all started i write a note saying i would be making a trip up to michigan and bringing paul back home and how i would come back a week later. plus i was 18.. so fuck that! then i decided i wanted to move up here. everyone was well aware of that. i packed up and moved out. thats not running away. truthfully i think moving up here was the best thing that could ever have happend to me. i have responsiblity. i now know how good we all had it living at home with our parents. i can take care of myself all on my own WITHOUT help from my parents. they have never given me a credit card for gas or my nesecities. instead of them giving me money i actually write them checks every month due to my car they paid for in full. i know that having name brands at the grocery store is lame! well certain things that is. but still. i know how to pay for my cell phone, house phone, electricty, car payments, grocerys, rent, laundry (make sure you save those quarters if you dont have a laundry facility where you are at), and make sure i hit the sale racks first before i look around. damn. so dont throw shit up in my mommas face or i will fuck your shit up!!!