arrivals and departures.

[cadredlight]

we collide.

i am learning to bottom,
because i think someday i will want to learn to top.
i think someday you will want me on top
with a strap-on in your ass.

when i don't hear from you, i'm anxious. that hasn't gone away.
i know i'm low on your list of priorities
but as a constant,
i still feel like shit when you're too lazy to remember.

guilt accumulates
and i can't shake it,
even when i'm clearly not involved.

i don't want to be human
and complicated.