Oct 28, 2015 22:05
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my heart glows-
i did not ask for this moment
had a chat with the moon,
i said, beauty, this is enough;
this now. and the next, and later
this is enough. always was, always will be.
i find myself carried within a new life, newly grounded spaces. seeing the distance, t============he space between the experience and the now. all camus ever meant was presence. mersault - presence. all shooting an arab ever meant was the choice to BE HERE NOW.
i shed my skin.
benevolents.
i feel safe in him. i feel my strength in him because he allows me to be strong.
or more appropriately: i feel my strength in you. i want to make plans. i want to see where you come from.
after the wood: i had this realization that for the most part, i haven't been fussing about later. i have been quite ok with now. to accept it, watch it bubble up and let it go. so what. whatever.