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I almost let this month go by without an update. A lot has happened. Even though I don't feel like it right now, I'm at a better place in my life then I've been in a long time. I'm having a hard time getting used to it, though.
Things are finally over between me and Jenna; I won't be seeing her again. I'm not going to lie and say I don't miss her, but I can say that I'm not sorry to have lost her. I finally got to see who she really is, and it broke my heart. I still want to convince myself that she's a genuinely good person, but I can't. I thought what she did last July was a fluke. Now I see it's just who she is.
All these things will fade with time, and I'll be better because of it.
My brother's been on leave for the last two weeks, and it's been great hanging out with him. We drove up with my sister to see my mom for Mother's Day. After that, we went to Pittsburgh where I had an interview with Accenture. I've passed all the company interviews (there were like five of them), and now I'm interviewing for positions. This one was for a position as a Business and Process Analyst, working with Highmark in Pittsburgh through Accenture. I honestly would be ridiculously happy if I got the job, and so far things are looking good.
To have a job like this coming out of college would just be incredible. I'd get to travel and meet so many people and learn so many things. I'd be in such a good place, too. I love Pittsburgh, and it's only an hour and a half from Kent and my sister and all the people there.
Oh man, I almost forgot! I'm going camping! I fly up to Boston next week to interview for another position, and then as soon as I get back, I'm off to the Upper Peninsula with my friend Stacy for ten days. It's going to be great. With everything that's been going on lately, it's going to be so good just to get away and read and write and think and walk. I've heard the U.P. is beautiful, too. I can't wait.
That's been my life the last month. There are things left out, because I'm still working on them inside my own head, but that's okay. I have to keep some stuff to myself.
Things are finally over between me and Jenna; I won't be seeing her again. I'm not going to lie and say I don't miss her, but I can say that I'm not sorry to have lost her. I finally got to see who she really is, and it broke my heart. I still want to convince myself that she's a genuinely good person, but I can't. I thought what she did last July was a fluke. Now I see it's just who she is.
All these things will fade with time, and I'll be better because of it.
My brother's been on leave for the last two weeks, and it's been great hanging out with him. We drove up with my sister to see my mom for Mother's Day. After that, we went to Pittsburgh where I had an interview with Accenture. I've passed all the company interviews (there were like five of them), and now I'm interviewing for positions. This one was for a position as a Business and Process Analyst, working with Highmark in Pittsburgh through Accenture. I honestly would be ridiculously happy if I got the job, and so far things are looking good.
To have a job like this coming out of college would just be incredible. I'd get to travel and meet so many people and learn so many things. I'd be in such a good place, too. I love Pittsburgh, and it's only an hour and a half from Kent and my sister and all the people there.
Oh man, I almost forgot! I'm going camping! I fly up to Boston next week to interview for another position, and then as soon as I get back, I'm off to the Upper Peninsula with my friend Stacy for ten days. It's going to be great. With everything that's been going on lately, it's going to be so good just to get away and read and write and think and walk. I've heard the U.P. is beautiful, too. I can't wait.
That's been my life the last month. There are things left out, because I'm still working on them inside my own head, but that's okay. I have to keep some stuff to myself.