so I know I said I was gonna be gone and never really post.... BUT I have to at least tell
michelle94040 what happened (and If you dont know yet, SHE IS HAVING A BABY BOY ::giggles:: ), I totally ate shit at work today. Not literally but it did happen when I came out of the bathroom.
So theres more to this and why I fell but... my ankle gave way as I was walking out of the bathroom right in front of the security guard who was.... walking out of the mens bathroom. He tried to catch me, but I hit the ground hard. I scraped up my knee real bad. It just got done healing from the last time I fell. Amazingly I did not ruin my new slacks, but I did destroy my stockings underneath and some blood got on my pants. They blood didnt soak to the front but still... god damm it I hate falling! Why couldnt I have fallen when no one was looking, like I did three days ago. At least as I got up I noticed that the three people who determine my new future didnt see it. Thats a bonus :|
In other news, here is the major life event that constitutes a new post from me. ( im an idiot ) NO thats not it. Leon's back is really fucked up.
He got the MRI's back and he has a herniated disk, totally blown out, and a bulging disk. The bulging disk is so bad its pushing on his sciatic nerve. Its crazy, like im no radiologist but you can totally see this damage. So, next wednesday he has to have a epideral. I have never heard of this before my grandmother had it a few weeks ago, but apparently it can totally eliminate the pain. Its a shot of cortisone straight into his spinal canal. He can have up to three of them. He had a big round of steroids like two weeks ago and that did nothing. So.. we are not super confident in these shots. They are his last chance before... he has to have back surgery. He is really nervous cause you just dont fuck with the spine... I am confident everything will be ok, cause that is how I am. But really, I am terrified for him. He is in so much fucking pain but the only thing I can concentrate on is the hope that it might be over with a very uncomfortable shot into his spine. :| He can not take pain medicine anymore, because they dont want to risk any bleeding, so he couldnt even get to work today. I am not EVEN going to go into the side effects all this could produce.
I love him so much, it kills me to see him in pain. I made him a big meal tonight to help him feel better. Sketti w/steak ( sorta kinda like steak pizziola ), salad and some shrimp and coctail sauce. I got him a few chocolates from the store. And for breakfast this weekend, I am gonna make him his absolute favorite, somethign I never let him have unless its a holiday.. New Jersey's finest meat... Porkroll.