Stress-o-rama
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My god. I dont think I have ever been this stressed in my life. This moring I woke up and the incisor of my lower jaw was in the middle of two front teeth ( upper jaw ) and clenched down tight. I woke up with a raging headache from it. Im not sure why or how that happened, but it fucking hurt.
My father-in-law lost his buisness in Fort Lauderdale. Its totally destroyed, and by the looks of it, from a tornado. My mother left last night and flew into Orlando so she cold drive down. I didnt want her to go cause I knew that would be it for awhile before I could talk to her again. So... I picked a fight with her before she left. Now, I cant get ahold of her. I still cant get through to my grandma.. three days. My ex-husband seems to be able to get through to me but he says he has no contact with anyone else. I asked him to go check on mom but he said since hes trying to conserve fuel, and theres not one single traffic like thats a) functioning or b) attached to a pole, its extremely dangerous. The facility in Boca has continued to loose power. This has resulted in a new project that the moment I heard it, made my back fold and buckle up. Im so behind in school ill be lucky if I dont fail. I cant seem to get over this wicked cold ive had for 3 weeks. Im on septra (antibiotics) 2x a day. My back hurts so bad from coughing all the time and my shoulders hurt from stress.. I just... I just hurt.
I just want to Curl up into a ball and cry.
My god. I dont think I have ever been this stressed in my life. This moring I woke up and the incisor of my lower jaw was in the middle of two front teeth ( upper jaw ) and clenched down tight. I woke up with a raging headache from it. Im not sure why or how that happened, but it fucking hurt.
My father-in-law lost his buisness in Fort Lauderdale. Its totally destroyed, and by the looks of it, from a tornado. My mother left last night and flew into Orlando so she cold drive down. I didnt want her to go cause I knew that would be it for awhile before I could talk to her again. So... I picked a fight with her before she left. Now, I cant get ahold of her. I still cant get through to my grandma.. three days. My ex-husband seems to be able to get through to me but he says he has no contact with anyone else. I asked him to go check on mom but he said since hes trying to conserve fuel, and theres not one single traffic like thats a) functioning or b) attached to a pole, its extremely dangerous. The facility in Boca has continued to loose power. This has resulted in a new project that the moment I heard it, made my back fold and buckle up. Im so behind in school ill be lucky if I dont fail. I cant seem to get over this wicked cold ive had for 3 weeks. Im on septra (antibiotics) 2x a day. My back hurts so bad from coughing all the time and my shoulders hurt from stress.. I just... I just hurt.
I just want to Curl up into a ball and cry.