how many times do i have to let you H_ R _ me?
IM just NOT INTO THAT.
remember that GOLDEN year or so.. of your life...
the one that meant everything to you because you were realizing the truth.
or i mean realizing u know...the worldly things/situations that just made you happy in the moment?
well i do remember...
it and how much easier it was BEFORE these realistic worldly oppourtunities came into play...
hah i dunno i think we all wish we could be ourselves 9 years ago...
or someone else...9 years ago...
anyway my point is...
after it all comes...
and after your experiences...and experiments with who knows what and you know whos...
there comes a time when you need to try your hardest to go back and be who you were before you knew the truth. im not saying be naive... im just saying give it all away. give it all up...uhmm it may be the hardest thing you'll ever have to do...
but believe me it will be the most rewarding thing you ever do.
because this has been my boring life.
i could not live without those keys though.
or that shampoo
hmm Gods word underneath everything opened to my favourite page.
that blue polo that happens to be GAP.STRETCH which i adore.
or my black nail polish which i live in.