hello
It's been a long time
I was going to post saying there's been a lot of changes since Febuary '05.
I ended up going out with Susie and had a great time, I truly think she was the one for me.
Unfortunately I fucked things up and got dumped on 2nd January '06
We stayed in contact and still go to gigs etc.
She restarted her doomed excuse for a relationship with the idot who lives upstairs from her, it lasted a month.
I opened this to make my first entry in 15 months. This year has been rough and I started counselling today to help me deal with it.
Before I got a chance to type anything, Susie phoned. She got back after a ten day trip to America last night. She met and shagged a guy in America. He's 18 years older than me and twenty years older than her. He's moving over here to marry her and start a family by the look of it. I'd say I wish them luck but I'd be lying.
I'm going to stop typing now, it may be another fifteen months before I type anything again. I dread to think what that'll be as my life turned to a river of shit on 2nd January and has got progressively worse.
I was going to post saying there's been a lot of changes since Febuary '05.
I ended up going out with Susie and had a great time, I truly think she was the one for me.
Unfortunately I fucked things up and got dumped on 2nd January '06
We stayed in contact and still go to gigs etc.
She restarted her doomed excuse for a relationship with the idot who lives upstairs from her, it lasted a month.
I opened this to make my first entry in 15 months. This year has been rough and I started counselling today to help me deal with it.
Before I got a chance to type anything, Susie phoned. She got back after a ten day trip to America last night. She met and shagged a guy in America. He's 18 years older than me and twenty years older than her. He's moving over here to marry her and start a family by the look of it. I'd say I wish them luck but I'd be lying.
I'm going to stop typing now, it may be another fifteen months before I type anything again. I dread to think what that'll be as my life turned to a river of shit on 2nd January and has got progressively worse.