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It's so heartening knowing that for the next year I'm going to be the first person to have to leave anywhere I go because I'm the only one with a curfew.
This is why I really don't want to go out that much. It's awesome having fun, and then a complete downer leaving that all behind, but knowing everyone I was just with is still enjoying themselves. I want to say the stereotypical angsty "I'm never going out again!", but I know I'll still leave the house, I know I'll have fun during those brief hours, and I know I'll feel like shit for the rest of the time leading up to the next escape.
This is why I really don't want to go out that much. It's awesome having fun, and then a complete downer leaving that all behind, but knowing everyone I was just with is still enjoying themselves. I want to say the stereotypical angsty "I'm never going out again!", but I know I'll still leave the house, I know I'll have fun during those brief hours, and I know I'll feel like shit for the rest of the time leading up to the next escape.