walking away isnt the same as running
so, i have a new addiction.. a drug that u can say is bad and is taking over.. only this addiction comes in the form of a man. the more i try to break away the more he pulls near. everytime i think im moving on its like he feeds me everything i need. but it only lasts a week then its back to the way it was before.
i hate my self for giving into this, i know im not taking it back i know i cant. theres someone new in my life. i tried to hang out today but my life got crazy today. i went out in the day and then i had to help my father.. then i argued with someone for 2 hours and now here i am and not wanting to hang out. if u read this im truley sorry.
tomorrow should be fun. emma is coming over and we are going to go to the park.. well really im dragging her to the park haha. i think sam might be chilling with us as well. i cant wait to play on the swings.. YAHOO!lol
spring is in the air!
i hate my self for giving into this, i know im not taking it back i know i cant. theres someone new in my life. i tried to hang out today but my life got crazy today. i went out in the day and then i had to help my father.. then i argued with someone for 2 hours and now here i am and not wanting to hang out. if u read this im truley sorry.
tomorrow should be fun. emma is coming over and we are going to go to the park.. well really im dragging her to the park haha. i think sam might be chilling with us as well. i cant wait to play on the swings.. YAHOO!lol
spring is in the air!