Apr 02, 2005 04:20
well tonight was fun, i went to nicks then mark emma and i went to a party over near gens house, we all drank beer, and the cops came so we bounced and went to deegans place wich was fun cuz i made out with two chicks and no guys cuz u know the feelings for the ex and all. but i had two guys fallow me around and made me feel pretty. till one keept asking to see my boobs. i was just like things are better when they are a secret..
then i was sitting under the black light and noticed that i had lint on me so i was like to one guy hey brush my shoulders off and he did and then the other guy did too. it was so great... i started to sing jay-z's song brush ya shoulders off.. and everyone laughed.
but we all got kicked out and as i was walking out i noticed the ex called so i called him back. he told me to meet him on lark so i did, when i got there i told him how i made out with emma, he proceded to call me crazy and make me feel like shit, so i walked away, and i called back to try and work things out trying to be respounsble for my actions and be the adult but he just made me cry and feel worse. so i hung up my phone. im trying to convince my self im better off with out him.. i mean i did have two guys brushing my shoulders off tonight.. i just wish i didnt love the kid..
oh well ill just sit here drunk and fall asleep...
goodnight