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haha I can't figure myself out. Shaun called yesterday around 4 oclock and hes like i really want to see you he's like do you want to do something tonight and immediately i was like sure. I really wanted to see him so whatever i see him and well he was a perfect angel. And he felt like a little cuddly puppy. he was wearing this soft shirt and he was just so huggable. It's like i fell in love all over again. 2 days ago i was ready to swear the boy off, now im thinking about being with him forever again. im a fuckin nut. I think next time im not so crazy about him im just gonna wait a few days to wait for my feelings to sort out. But anyway i miss him so much right now, and i just want to see him. god i probably have to wait till wednesday to see him :( blah.