Sep 10, 2009 06:23
I have been busy with my studies... hm, am I?
Never mind. The second years batch this year have been busy with neurology after 3 interesting weeks in
endocrinology.
Some of us like it, others just feeling confused (based on what my tutorial mates told me).
Honestly speaking, I really love medicine, it just that I am a lazy person.
I need a lot of push so that people money has not been wasted and that I can be a benefit to the
human beings.
I bet all of us have heard about personality.
Personality is derived from Latin word that means 'mask'
I means, when people said about someone personality, indirectly we are saying about a mask
that covers oneself that can be seen in the surface.
I just find this word interesting.
What I wanted to share is about perseverance and just being yourselves.
I never really disclose myself with others.
Or, honestly, do I really understand myself?
Since my childhood, I have this personality complex.
I behave on what my parents wanted me to behave and what the society that I live in
wanted me to behave.
I became obedient, until one time, I felt bored.
I am tired for being told through years that I have been living in this world.
I wanted to be free.
Hence, I rebelled. I put a scowl on my face whenever I didn't like something.
I shut the door loudly whenever I was scold by my parents.
I felt being left alone.
I felt that nobody like me nor love me.
I was easily irritated and left a deep scars in the heart of my love ones.
Then one day, suddenly I felt my heart stop....
P/s : duties calling, need to be fullfilled. Will come back after finished my neuro skills and my lectures and my meeting and my...
my heart tell her stories