crossing a line undrawn

[cactusstitch]

Where does the line of friendship end and where does the one of love begin? Is it possible that they are intertwined? It is said that you can't be truly friends with someone unless you love them or do anything for them, even die for them. Does that mean you are in love with all of your friends? I know that I would do anything for my true friends without even thinking twice, cause I know they would do the same for me too. Sometimes I wish I didn't waste so much time and energy keeping some friendships alive because that what it actually is... a waste. But once someone is truly in my heart, there is no leaving it. They are there for life. It is not a hard thing to accomplish, getting into my heart that is, but it isn't an easy one either.

Sometimes I feel as though I make a split second decision on whether or not a person will become someone I care deeply about. I can count so many times within the first minutes of an actual conversation with someone that I actually remember saying to myself, this is a person I want to remain close with. But then again, I have good nay best friends nowadays that I remember hating the first time I spoke to them. Is that bad? Then I feel like I didn't give other people much of a chance... and just because I didn't have to see them everyday I missed out on another great friendship. Oh well...

Where does the line of friendship end? And where does the line of love begin? Sometimes I think that they are blurred together...