who's gonna make me happy?
ok, so i have come to a realisation, despite dottywosh telling me this before in covos at uni, or on msn, and despite wheres_me_halo telling me similar stuff, and telling me i can't let things get to me, i can't let things get me down, and despite riot_grrl telling me i can't beat myself up for stuff, because it does no good, and depsite moody being the best friend in the world, and despite sad_excuse and happyjr145 continuing to be there for me, it has only really hit me today. only I can make myself happy. and so that is what i am going to persevere to do. dottywosh told me that it will be one thing, which will be the turning point, and one day it'll just happen, and it did/it has.
so i will be doing what i can, to not let the little things get me down, i have had enough of being this sad Paul. i want regular Paul to come back. i will need your support to help me with this though. but I will be doing what i can, actively.
thank you also to kiwitart and tehangelphish for proving even more how much you 2 kick ass :)
oh as a side note, i think Cerra has done this, and i know Leesa has also, but i'm gonna do a little culling (has to be little as i dont have that many people on my list....well compared to those two! hehe)
so if you want to stay, if you read my journal, then let me know. most of you have nothing to worry about really anyway. just some of you i never talk to at all....
so i will be doing what i can, to not let the little things get me down, i have had enough of being this sad Paul. i want regular Paul to come back. i will need your support to help me with this though. but I will be doing what i can, actively.
thank you also to kiwitart and tehangelphish for proving even more how much you 2 kick ass :)
oh as a side note, i think Cerra has done this, and i know Leesa has also, but i'm gonna do a little culling (has to be little as i dont have that many people on my list....well compared to those two! hehe)
so if you want to stay, if you read my journal, then let me know. most of you have nothing to worry about really anyway. just some of you i never talk to at all....