my waking life
i got the plane ticket and the acceptance letter to the costa rica program in the mail as soon as i got home from my first week living on my own and scoring a perfect mark for the first time in physics. Everything positive seems to clump together in time in much the same way that all the crap that has turned me into a little ball of angst at times has followed itself in rapid succession. This is good though, it makes misery just that much more bitter, joy that much more ecstatic and life that much more alive.