National Foundation Weekend
Sunday 2 October 2011, 9 PM
I think my love of Supernatural is becoming a co-dependent addiction. I spent about 3 hours Friday night watching clips of J^2 and Micha (and occasionally others thrown in the mix) and then another 5ish hours on Saturday. And then I started in on Supernatural: the Animation. Despite that the anime isn't as interesting, bc the art is low-budget and the plot is rehashed (even when it's done differently, it's still headed in the same direction), I still feel this drive to watch it. I'm getting to that point where I'm itching to rewatch some of my favorite episodes, which is just ridiculous,bc it hasn't been that long.
Interesting side note, after watching all the videos from Cons, I couldn't even contemplate Wincest. I haven't read anything since I left home but it still felt weird to even think about the existence of Wincest. Micha had some pretty funny things to say about fanfics.
Interesting side note (part 2), it's really weird to watch the same conversation from 5 different angles.
In an unrelated event, I can't really go out after dark so I decided to catch up on Glee (I needed something lighter than SPN:TA). I'm sad that trouty-mouth is gone :( And I don't like that Blaine left the academy. No matter what he says it feels like he's capitulating to Kurt. Bros before hoes, always. And Blaine being a grade younger than Kurt is just all wrong. Totally don't buy it. Plus Kurt is a bitch for guilting Blaine into not trying out for Tony.
In other news, I went grocery shopping today for the second time. I spent more minutes browsing the aisles but I think it just made me more confused. I realized I can't read any of the packaging so buying something frozen or that needs to be prepared is pretty much out of the question. This severely limits what I can eat.
And I don't know if shopping made me depressed or if this Brave New World thing still has me in a funk, but I kinda want to curl up in a ball and cry. I hate getting on FB now more than when I was unemployed. I thought moving to Korea would be great; it's a foreign country and a new opportunity and a full-time job, but I just feel out of place, even with all the other Americans around me. I don't even want to go home, bc there is nothing waiting for me there. I just want to die. I know this sounds so emo and stupid, but what's the point? I'm not gonna get married, I'm not going to have kids, so this is all just going through the motions. I'm so tired of pretending I care about my future.
I think my love of Supernatural is becoming a co-dependent addiction. I spent about 3 hours Friday night watching clips of J^2 and Micha (and occasionally others thrown in the mix) and then another 5ish hours on Saturday. And then I started in on Supernatural: the Animation. Despite that the anime isn't as interesting, bc the art is low-budget and the plot is rehashed (even when it's done differently, it's still headed in the same direction), I still feel this drive to watch it. I'm getting to that point where I'm itching to rewatch some of my favorite episodes, which is just ridiculous,bc it hasn't been that long.
Interesting side note, after watching all the videos from Cons, I couldn't even contemplate Wincest. I haven't read anything since I left home but it still felt weird to even think about the existence of Wincest. Micha had some pretty funny things to say about fanfics.
Interesting side note (part 2), it's really weird to watch the same conversation from 5 different angles.
In an unrelated event, I can't really go out after dark so I decided to catch up on Glee (I needed something lighter than SPN:TA). I'm sad that trouty-mouth is gone :( And I don't like that Blaine left the academy. No matter what he says it feels like he's capitulating to Kurt. Bros before hoes, always. And Blaine being a grade younger than Kurt is just all wrong. Totally don't buy it. Plus Kurt is a bitch for guilting Blaine into not trying out for Tony.
In other news, I went grocery shopping today for the second time. I spent more minutes browsing the aisles but I think it just made me more confused. I realized I can't read any of the packaging so buying something frozen or that needs to be prepared is pretty much out of the question. This severely limits what I can eat.
And I don't know if shopping made me depressed or if this Brave New World thing still has me in a funk, but I kinda want to curl up in a ball and cry. I hate getting on FB now more than when I was unemployed. I thought moving to Korea would be great; it's a foreign country and a new opportunity and a full-time job, but I just feel out of place, even with all the other Americans around me. I don't even want to go home, bc there is nothing waiting for me there. I just want to die. I know this sounds so emo and stupid, but what's the point? I'm not gonna get married, I'm not going to have kids, so this is all just going through the motions. I'm so tired of pretending I care about my future.