mumblings/fumblings (late night/early morning edition)
awake and restless after only about 2 hrs of sleep... i fear the insomnia is back..lucky for me s&g brought me a sleepaid when they came home an hour ago...its better than nothing
s&g didnt end up accompanying me to la sunday, but i met Frank and his friend James there.. both of them looked spectacular! the crowd in general was very good looking, generally it always is at Malediction...(it is the only club ive ever been to where people seriously care about theme nights... Frank and i are going back next month for their Steampunk Ball, and again in November for the Scorpio Ball(hepromised hed go with me, and this hyear i will actually make it there for it, dammit!)). i saw quite a few boys and girls i might have gotten to know better had i not been there w Frank... Tho to be perfectly honest, Frank was the best dressed man there, far and away... my heart literally skipped a beat or two when i saw him walking towards me, and i could see a lot of girls there were seriously JEALOUS. It always gives me such a warm glow in my belly when im the focus of such sheer HATE. Does that make me a bad person? mmmm these sour grapes sure are YUMMY... heh heh.
But seriously, his DELISH Jack the Ripper outfit inspired me to re-read "From Hell" and its annotations today... got through almost all of it, am around chapter 8 in the annotstions as of now. It was in the big ol' pile of shit i picked up from katherines last week, comics and dvds and books. Not, however, the two comics i was missing and sure she had. (Which sucks, cuz that means i loaned them to someone else and totally spaced on who it was!) Even Alan Moore cannot distract me from mentally drooling over Frank. I really wish we'd been able to go home together, that outfit of his... Seriousy affecting me. It Seriously affected me. He just looks SO FUCKING HOT in a suit... especially with the vest and tie he was wearing... and topped off with top hat and coat? im a goner! no hope! im really just lucky i didnt come off like a jabbering nutjob (i didnt, right hon??? O.o)
Speaking of Frank, he mentioned this at Malediction, and its true.. most couples are lucky to have a picture or something from the night they met, we have a tv show! hah! we are made of awesome. And its looking like this weekend coming up will be our 6flags-stravaganza! My plan was that he come down here to my place for friday night, sleeps over, i drive us up to valencia and 6flags on saturday (and lucky its now before it gets too hideously hot and burn-y... im gonna be lobster-red halfway through the day but at least i wont be charcoal), then back to my place for saturday night and sunday till he has to go home...
Went a little nuts at amvets the other day, scored a black corduroy mini, a long brown corduroy tierd mermaid skirt, a long dark oily-brown raggedy flowing skirt, a tanktop with a lace back, two new black camisoles, new 8inch black pvc stripper heels, a poofy lace-and-pinstriped lipservice skirt, and ummm... oh yeah, a pair of cream gloves! think im gonna wear the raggedy oilspill-colored skirt to the park, w either one of my stretchy shirts from victorias secret (with the halter straps or the cut-out back), a cami, or a plain black sleeveless tee...with either one of my pairs of black leather slipons, or some flipflops, if i get around to buying some this week.
well, now im actually inspired to look thru my clothes. maybe after that ill get sleepy... certainly hope so, have got nothing to smoke and am seeing my dad today...however i might be getting money today, so hopefully that will lead to a trip to dana point, and saving some towards that brown leather corset im after. amongst other things haha.
s&g didnt end up accompanying me to la sunday, but i met Frank and his friend James there.. both of them looked spectacular! the crowd in general was very good looking, generally it always is at Malediction...(it is the only club ive ever been to where people seriously care about theme nights... Frank and i are going back next month for their Steampunk Ball, and again in November for the Scorpio Ball(hepromised hed go with me, and this hyear i will actually make it there for it, dammit!)). i saw quite a few boys and girls i might have gotten to know better had i not been there w Frank... Tho to be perfectly honest, Frank was the best dressed man there, far and away... my heart literally skipped a beat or two when i saw him walking towards me, and i could see a lot of girls there were seriously JEALOUS. It always gives me such a warm glow in my belly when im the focus of such sheer HATE. Does that make me a bad person? mmmm these sour grapes sure are YUMMY... heh heh.
But seriously, his DELISH Jack the Ripper outfit inspired me to re-read "From Hell" and its annotations today... got through almost all of it, am around chapter 8 in the annotstions as of now. It was in the big ol' pile of shit i picked up from katherines last week, comics and dvds and books. Not, however, the two comics i was missing and sure she had. (Which sucks, cuz that means i loaned them to someone else and totally spaced on who it was!) Even Alan Moore cannot distract me from mentally drooling over Frank. I really wish we'd been able to go home together, that outfit of his... Seriousy affecting me. It Seriously affected me. He just looks SO FUCKING HOT in a suit... especially with the vest and tie he was wearing... and topped off with top hat and coat? im a goner! no hope! im really just lucky i didnt come off like a jabbering nutjob (i didnt, right hon??? O.o)
Speaking of Frank, he mentioned this at Malediction, and its true.. most couples are lucky to have a picture or something from the night they met, we have a tv show! hah! we are made of awesome. And its looking like this weekend coming up will be our 6flags-stravaganza! My plan was that he come down here to my place for friday night, sleeps over, i drive us up to valencia and 6flags on saturday (and lucky its now before it gets too hideously hot and burn-y... im gonna be lobster-red halfway through the day but at least i wont be charcoal), then back to my place for saturday night and sunday till he has to go home...
Went a little nuts at amvets the other day, scored a black corduroy mini, a long brown corduroy tierd mermaid skirt, a long dark oily-brown raggedy flowing skirt, a tanktop with a lace back, two new black camisoles, new 8inch black pvc stripper heels, a poofy lace-and-pinstriped lipservice skirt, and ummm... oh yeah, a pair of cream gloves! think im gonna wear the raggedy oilspill-colored skirt to the park, w either one of my stretchy shirts from victorias secret (with the halter straps or the cut-out back), a cami, or a plain black sleeveless tee...with either one of my pairs of black leather slipons, or some flipflops, if i get around to buying some this week.
well, now im actually inspired to look thru my clothes. maybe after that ill get sleepy... certainly hope so, have got nothing to smoke and am seeing my dad today...however i might be getting money today, so hopefully that will lead to a trip to dana point, and saving some towards that brown leather corset im after. amongst other things haha.