Mar 10, 2005 09:03
I'm still sore, in more than one way. My body still hurts from lifting, its not as bad as before. I'm also still sore about the whole spin the bottle thing. Yes it was just a "harmless" game, "we didn't think it would be that big of a deal". WEll when you care about some one like this it is a big deal, becuase there is a level of trust and that trust was broken all over the place. and yes i got hurt. I would like some oppionions about what everyone would react if this were the case w/them hypothethicly speaking of coarse. I have talked w/chrita, and candi, and it sounds sincere that she is sorry. Ronnie even called me and appolized to me and said not to blame christa, that she didn't even want to play. But i still am a bit angry. I think it's going to work out, but once again i have my lil' shield up as to not to get hurt. I'm sure i'll let it down again, but it will take time. I'm going to NASCAR this weekend w/ kellen, yea. Can't wait.
~THECACK~ <----My licence plate!
-christa- Hope we work it out, but plz don't hurt me again. Thank you again for the card! *touched*
-candi- i'm taking your advice i hope it works, and you need to hang in there ok!
-ronnie- thank you for calling me that was big of you.
-derik- i didn't know who was all there, accually still don't, but sorry if you weren't or didn't do any thing.
-kori- um... we need to talk.