"all your insides fall to pieces, you just sit there wishing you could still make love"

[caciesays]

I am having the hardest time getting over....some...thing.

I can't help but think that I continue to make dumb mistakes regarding things that would make me happy.

Things are hard. I don't know what's the best thing to do right now. I am so confused...

she thinks, "we look at each other,
wondering what the other is thinking,
but we never say a thing.
these crimes between us grow deeper."

I'm thinking of maybe getting a new livejournal name.