I hate MySpace
So holy crap I haven't been on here in forever...but I am rebelling against myspace, so yay.
Anywho, it's just been getting worse, and I really don't even know how the hell I'm supposed to react to it anymore. Pretty much, I had a boyfriend at Tech for about a week, after the whole Smelly Penis incident, and he was a great guy and all, but we just weren't meant for each other, which is fine. We kinda sorta stayed friends though, but recently I found out that he and my mom have been keeping touch on myspace, which is fine, I don't really care about that. Good for them. I was a little upset that he can constantly talk to my mom but won't even say hi to me, but whatever.
Then, I found out like...a couple weeks ago, I guess, that they have now upgraded to calling each other on the phone, which is a little awkward for me, since I called him, because my mom was being bitchy to us, to tell him that his "phone date" with my mom was going to have to be postponed so we could go out to dinner. My mom got really freaking pissed off at me for that, and the guy wouldn't even talk to me. We were on the phone for 15 minutes, but all it was was me talking to Gillian, and asking if he was still even there. Then later, after dinner, they go out and get drunk and have like a 3 hour phone conversation.
Then, like three nights ago, he called her like two times, and they ended up talking until two or three in the morning, when she was complaining about me keeping her up and how she had to go to work in the morning.
Finally, and this is really silly, but it kinda upset me, is the fact a while back, me, my mom, and Gillian had decided that the reason that nobody can tell that Superman is Clark Kent, is because he has a little curly hair, and he takes off the glasses, and yes, it sounded better when we came up with the whole idea. But that had always been our little thing, I guess. Anyways, somehow last night the topic came back to Superman, I'm not even sure how...but Gillian and I were like, "hahaha, the hair" type thing, and my mom was like "No, it's not the hair me and Dommy decided that it was the underwear, blah blah blah, and we had a three hour conversation on it, blah blah." Obviously Gillian realized that I was getting kind of upset, because anymore when my mom starts to talk about Dommy I start to get really quite and try not to say anything for fear that I'll end up pissing her off or something. But Gillian was like, at first like "but we already decided, and his opinion doesn't count, because he's an ex-boyfriend" and silly stuff like that, but then she decided to drop the subject, but it just wouldn't get dropped. And then it got to where the fact that me and Dom went on one date and went out for like...two weeks? I don't really remember...doesn't count for him being an ex-boyfriend, blah blah, and then she got mad at us. So now, I'm torn between telling her how much I hate the fact that her and my ex-boyfriend, who practically confessed his undying love to me, can talk about almost anything for hours on end, when he couldn't even talk to me for five minutes without it getting awkward. I hate it. I hate them for not even realizing that it does hurt me. Fucking myspace. I blame it partially on myspace, but mostly myself. I hate the fact that Dommy is more important than me, and his opinion means more than mine does. Ugh.
Oh...sorry if this causes any confusion...Dom is a guy at Tech that is from Albuquerque. So yeah...I'm not talking bad about anybody around here, not that I even know if anybody will read this. Just me ranting anyways.
Anywho, it's just been getting worse, and I really don't even know how the hell I'm supposed to react to it anymore. Pretty much, I had a boyfriend at Tech for about a week, after the whole Smelly Penis incident, and he was a great guy and all, but we just weren't meant for each other, which is fine. We kinda sorta stayed friends though, but recently I found out that he and my mom have been keeping touch on myspace, which is fine, I don't really care about that. Good for them. I was a little upset that he can constantly talk to my mom but won't even say hi to me, but whatever.
Then, I found out like...a couple weeks ago, I guess, that they have now upgraded to calling each other on the phone, which is a little awkward for me, since I called him, because my mom was being bitchy to us, to tell him that his "phone date" with my mom was going to have to be postponed so we could go out to dinner. My mom got really freaking pissed off at me for that, and the guy wouldn't even talk to me. We were on the phone for 15 minutes, but all it was was me talking to Gillian, and asking if he was still even there. Then later, after dinner, they go out and get drunk and have like a 3 hour phone conversation.
Then, like three nights ago, he called her like two times, and they ended up talking until two or three in the morning, when she was complaining about me keeping her up and how she had to go to work in the morning.
Finally, and this is really silly, but it kinda upset me, is the fact a while back, me, my mom, and Gillian had decided that the reason that nobody can tell that Superman is Clark Kent, is because he has a little curly hair, and he takes off the glasses, and yes, it sounded better when we came up with the whole idea. But that had always been our little thing, I guess. Anyways, somehow last night the topic came back to Superman, I'm not even sure how...but Gillian and I were like, "hahaha, the hair" type thing, and my mom was like "No, it's not the hair me and Dommy decided that it was the underwear, blah blah blah, and we had a three hour conversation on it, blah blah." Obviously Gillian realized that I was getting kind of upset, because anymore when my mom starts to talk about Dommy I start to get really quite and try not to say anything for fear that I'll end up pissing her off or something. But Gillian was like, at first like "but we already decided, and his opinion doesn't count, because he's an ex-boyfriend" and silly stuff like that, but then she decided to drop the subject, but it just wouldn't get dropped. And then it got to where the fact that me and Dom went on one date and went out for like...two weeks? I don't really remember...doesn't count for him being an ex-boyfriend, blah blah, and then she got mad at us. So now, I'm torn between telling her how much I hate the fact that her and my ex-boyfriend, who practically confessed his undying love to me, can talk about almost anything for hours on end, when he couldn't even talk to me for five minutes without it getting awkward. I hate it. I hate them for not even realizing that it does hurt me. Fucking myspace. I blame it partially on myspace, but mostly myself. I hate the fact that Dommy is more important than me, and his opinion means more than mine does. Ugh.
Oh...sorry if this causes any confusion...Dom is a guy at Tech that is from Albuquerque. So yeah...I'm not talking bad about anybody around here, not that I even know if anybody will read this. Just me ranting anyways.