Summer update
wow, So, Summer has taken a very different turn...
Ive been working...at a resterant for the summer....
I prepair desserts....lol Random, I know
I need to make some very big changes...
I think Im doing the following.....
Quit Paintballing and selling my gear
Quit Drumline and leave Nicolas alone on the snare line
I know for sure Im gonna Work really hard to get good grades
And when school starts stop working that job...Maybe get a different one, I don't really know.
I have the best Girlfriend, she is the best thing in my life, its that simple I would so much for her, I can be an ass but i mean good.
She is amazing, i would be Nothing with out her, Im really happy for her too...Shes on Fucking MTV...Thats so crazy...I cant wait for the movie...I want to be there with her for the best day of her life! Im soo happy man, shes got it, She has worked so hard.
She makes me who I am, and I want her to be my Highschool sweet heart, I wanna be with her.
I Dont wanna make any more mistakes man, not again, not worth it.
I have a new love for driving....in all ways:
Driving new cars
Different cars
Fast cars
Stick shift cars
all kinds
but its so had to get in the drivers seat
if i had money the following would happen:
I would...
get to fly to L.A more and Fly Nathalia here
get a fast car
Not have to work for gas or Insurance
get everyone everything
not have to free load
Have nicer cloths
get a side kick
get a Ego 07
get a nice computer
get a xbox 360
Have people come over and have space.
My life would take a whole 360
But its not gonna happen.
I never sleep at home anymore, its gay, I get out of work so late I just wanna sleep at someones house and chill.
I like Kristian, I feel like teaching him things and showing him a good time,
I'm at a fork in the road I call life!
I could go two ways my junior year, i really wanna just get good grades, and have time on my hands.
Ive noticed that almost every single kid in Scolars DOESN'T have a job.
I just feel that almost all my problems could be Fixed, IF I ONLY HAD MORE MONEY.
i beat my self up everyday about it..
Ive been working...at a resterant for the summer....
I prepair desserts....lol Random, I know
I need to make some very big changes...
I think Im doing the following.....
Quit Paintballing and selling my gear
Quit Drumline and leave Nicolas alone on the snare line
I know for sure Im gonna Work really hard to get good grades
And when school starts stop working that job...Maybe get a different one, I don't really know.
I have the best Girlfriend, she is the best thing in my life, its that simple I would so much for her, I can be an ass but i mean good.
She is amazing, i would be Nothing with out her, Im really happy for her too...Shes on Fucking MTV...Thats so crazy...I cant wait for the movie...I want to be there with her for the best day of her life! Im soo happy man, shes got it, She has worked so hard.
She makes me who I am, and I want her to be my Highschool sweet heart, I wanna be with her.
I Dont wanna make any more mistakes man, not again, not worth it.
I have a new love for driving....in all ways:
Driving new cars
Different cars
Fast cars
Stick shift cars
all kinds
but its so had to get in the drivers seat
if i had money the following would happen:
I would...
get to fly to L.A more and Fly Nathalia here
get a fast car
Not have to work for gas or Insurance
get everyone everything
not have to free load
Have nicer cloths
get a side kick
get a Ego 07
get a nice computer
get a xbox 360
Have people come over and have space.
My life would take a whole 360
But its not gonna happen.
I never sleep at home anymore, its gay, I get out of work so late I just wanna sleep at someones house and chill.
I like Kristian, I feel like teaching him things and showing him a good time,
I'm at a fork in the road I call life!
I could go two ways my junior year, i really wanna just get good grades, and have time on my hands.
Ive noticed that almost every single kid in Scolars DOESN'T have a job.
I just feel that almost all my problems could be Fixed, IF I ONLY HAD MORE MONEY.
i beat my self up everyday about it..