Aug 29, 2004 21:15
well im back...alot has happened. my cruise was hella awesome. it was HOTT but it all worked out becasue now i am a little darker. well, you know when you go and do something with the intensions that nothing will happen and then you meet an amazing person and it all changes? well yeah thats what happened to me. i went and met one the most amazing person i have talked to in a long time. we talked for a while on the third night and he just blew me away, everything he was saying was amazing. his ideas were outstanding, his voice had an amazing acsent, he was awesome. i fell in love, well not the type of love that im in with chuck, but the type of love that is friendly, he was deep, and not that type that you know they try to be, it was sincere, and he was happy. sometimes i think people get being deep and sad confused. anyway he was just great, it was nice having someone to talk to. he told me a few things and he made me think. before the trip i had everything organized, when he told me, i kinda felt sad and confused but then i realized he just helped me kinda grow and realize things. but im thanksful i meet him. he lives far far away though, port saint lucie, florida. the trip was something i will never forget. i missed alot of people though, esp, my beautiful boyfriend, Chuck Arce.