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It's been a long time since I've felt betrayed. I deal with little things people do to me all the time. I put up with it, and I don't let people get to me. But this has gone too far. I dated a co-worker, and we got far more involved than we ever should, and things ended akwardly without ever really establishing an endpoint. Since, a new girl has decided to do her best to date this "ex" of mine, and he isn't pushing her away. He'll do the same to her, love her and leave her. I wish I gave enough of a damn about her to warn her, but she's practically throwing it in my face, so I feel that it's entirely her problem and I'm tired of being too nice to people that don't deserve it. She tries to be my friend, plays nice, and then stays at his house, all the while lying to everyone we work with, saying nothing's going on. There's nothing I hate more than someone who pretends to be one thing and proves to be another.

I've been the bigger person before, and I can do it again. This is a very big test for me, and I hope I pass.