Love sucks
Cameron and I broke up.....again. Sometimes I really hate him. I hate how he knows exactly how to hurt me. He knows me too well. He makes me feel like the worst girlfriend. I'm not. Maybe we're just wrong for eachother. Even if we are, I don't want to let go of him. I dont know how to be with anyone else. It wouldn't feel right to hold anyone else. To kiss anyone else. To love anyone else. He's my first real boyfriend and i'm scared to move on. I'm scared of being alone. I don't know how to be single anymore. He won't even pick up the phone.