The First Bump in the Road.
Nobody said it was easy. No one ever said it would be this hard. Oh, take me back to the start.
We're deteriorating. I'm sitting here crying, listening to the same song I listened to the whole way home from Dallas. At the time, my head was filled with soft memories, hope, love, and I was sheding tears of homesickness. Now, my head is filled with unhappiness, self-loathing, heartbreak, and my eyes are filled with tears of pain.
I knew he would never change. Yet, I still managed to allow myself to be tricked by the words, "I love you."
I should have known better. But I willingly got caught up in a fantasy.
It's stupid.
I'm stupid.
We're deteriorating. I'm sitting here crying, listening to the same song I listened to the whole way home from Dallas. At the time, my head was filled with soft memories, hope, love, and I was sheding tears of homesickness. Now, my head is filled with unhappiness, self-loathing, heartbreak, and my eyes are filled with tears of pain.
I knew he would never change. Yet, I still managed to allow myself to be tricked by the words, "I love you."
I should have known better. But I willingly got caught up in a fantasy.
It's stupid.
I'm stupid.