A bit of crazy...

[cabayuki]

I've realized that my last few posts were quite depressing.

To make up for it, this one is for ANONYMOUS.

Comment here anonymously on anything and everything. IP tracking will be off.

Ask me any kind of questions.

Tell me something you wouldn't have otherwise.

Link me to stuff I might have missed.

OMG YAY! I'VE BEEN SPAMMED WITH STAR TREK

Comments

[anonymous]

this has been sitting in my chest for awhile so while we may not be very close, this is anonymous and seems like a good place to vent. i don't have a lot of friends in real life, i'm shy and not very social, i'm happier spending time at home than going out drinking with my friends. i feel really alone often, and i wish i was better better friends with people on livejournal than i am. i'm not looking for sympathy, but i just don't know how i'm supposed to live life. i never went to college and i don't have the best job. i'm not attractive and i doubt i will ever get married, i'm too shy to ever even talk to guys. i have no future for myself besides sitting at home on the internet and that makes me so depressed that i really just want to kill myself. i never would, so don't think i'm looking for attention, because i'm not, i just needed somewhere to spill this where nobody knows it is me.

i doubt this is what you wanted for your post so i'm sorry, you can delete this if you want.

[anonymous]

...well that was depressing. :/ sorry.

[anonymous]

i know, i'm sorry!

way too be a negative nancy right off of the bat

cabayuki please delete the post :\

[cabayuki]

I don't mind it. I practically asked for it. I hope you're okay though. Wish I could do something more. If you lived near my area, I'd take you out for a coffee.

[cabayuki]

i used to feel like you do a lot. i'm not offering sympathy here, just a bit of understanding.

each and every individual is unique. you'll think i'm weird, but i think each person is perfect for at least another person. i'm not saying this because i'm a hopeless romantic (because i'm not, i'm a pragmatic), but because statistically it makes sense.

you know, i used to have an insane fear of speaking in front of a crowd (extremely shy). i hated doing oral presentations, and felt nauseous and shaky when i had to look at all the people staring at me. well, you know what? this is my job now, i'm a substitute teacher, and i enjoy it. if you want some advice, i'd say do what you want to do, say what you need to say, because you only have one life.