Throwbacks and progress
So I am writing every day still.
I think since the last week of June I only missed one day. And that day I was sick. In well ahead of schedule, the goal was to be ready with the editing before November 1st. After having written today I realize that I just have three, maybe four more days of work left.
I've been fearing the emptiness that will come. I'm not sure I need an empty space in my day during those weeks while I wait for November first to come around so I can begin writing on the story about Death.
I thought of doing prompts, write a new story every day. Because I know I will need to stick with the routine because it comes so easily now. And if I don't then I know characters in RP will come far to quickly. And then I'll keep making them, won't have people to write with to keep them all active and I won't have enough time to rp when I do begin writing. So I need to figure out some way of writing 2.500 words a day to keep active. To avoid being rusty and to avoid being carried away.
I'm watching Inception now at work. And that film has many fond memories in my heart. It helped during a dark time that I didn't even know was dark. And now watching it I realize that this film is my last final step in tearing myself away from a life I used to have. It's my thirteenth month in mourning.
So maybe I'll write some fanfiction of that again. I used to write a lot of Inception fanfiction back when it came out. Maybe I'll write one last story to get to terms with everything again. To let go. And to move on