Mar 06, 2011 02:18
I don't understand why some people love to drink. I just don't. As much as I try, I cannot seem to love drinking. I still drink though, as much as I can, but I hate the effect it has on me.
No, in case you're wondering, I have never gotten drunk before. Instead, I start to become flushed and I can feel throbbing in my temples, ears, or wherever else possible. I start getting these really uncomfortable palpitations, and then I start feeling like each breath I take, no matter how deep, is not enough to fill my lungs at all. The feeling is just horrible. And after all that, I start feeling sleepy.
Why do people even like drinking?
To be honest, I want to get drunk at least once. It sounds fun. But I don't know whether I can even get past all those effects that alcohol has on me. It's too much to bear. The worse part of it is that I'm still sober, so I guess I won't be able to “drown my sorrows” with alcohol.
So I guess I will have to stick to retail therapy until I found other form of therapies.
me,
alcohol,
thoughts