Sep 30, 2007 20:33
After talking about it with her... I think I was overreacting... Once again I only look at the downside of things and don't realize the positives of this.
So she does like him... It's not so bad. I mean at least it's him and not some asshole who's going to treat her like shit. Nick's a cool guy, personally I think he's way better than me. Although, I know for a fact even if I tell him I don't care he won't do anything... Because he's a good friend. Even if I mean it when I say that, he wouldn't do anything still. Ah, what twists and turns our paths have taken.
She even said that she wanted to dance with me but Louis wouldn't let go of her. Heh, I was feeling down until we talked, and it reminds me of why I like her in the first place...
But I guess now that I'm feeling better I can acknowledge that in times of doubt, we remember our regrets, yet in times of victory we celebrate them. One day I'll manage to see how all the things I wish I could have changed led me to where I am today and the great hand that I have been dealt in life.
Also, call it a bad choice but she gave me permission to kick Louis' ass next time he tries that shit.