Dec 21, 2004 00:16
I'm sitting here listening to Daniel Bedingfield, thinking about (of course) Gregory. I mean who else could I possibly be thinkin about? Anyhoo, just thinkin about him and our first date and how great it was. He played this in his room on our first date, so I remember this CD well. And once in awhile I'll close my eyes and imagine us dancing and looking into his eyes. He's got the most gorgeous eyes I've ever seen. sigh.... anyhoo, last week was our 6 month anniversary. And after 6 months, I love him more than I ever have. Whatever controls what goes on around here, be it God, karma, what ever powers that be, they must really like me to have been this good to me.
This last weekend was a really bad one for me. I was just down all the time and I did not feel good. And even though I got a bit nasty with him a couple times because of my mood, he still stood by me and tried to cheer me up. I was a total shit and he was a total angel. I'm a very lucky guy, that's all I got to say.... that's all folks!