May 11, 2003 22:58
my sleep schedule is funked and i think its started to affect my health.
i leave for KC on Thursday, and i havent packed a thing, or even thought about what i want to pack.
i have to go to Canyon Lake on Wednesday for some group outing for our store. theyre having people from other stores cover all our shifts past 9:30am. its a cool idea and everything, but its the day before i go out of town, and i really dont feel like hanging out in the sun all day on a boat with the people i work with. it's just not my thing i guess. however it was originally planned for the 15, so i thought i was in the clear... so i opened my big mouth.
ME: "oh shucks i wont be able to go, im leaving that day *kicks dirt*"
MY MANAGER: "oh that's ok i can just move it to the 14 =D"
ME: "yaaaaay, heh =/"
so now i feel obligated to go. besides, i work 5:30am-9:30am and everyones meeting up at the store around 9:45, so i really cant get out of it. perhaps ill have some fun, who knows. but i guess ill find out.
Adult Swim isnt the same without Home Movies, but supposedly theyre supposed to air a new episode in a couple weeks, so wooo! ill definitely be watching (hopefully with Trey, thats so our show). at least they took off that awful Ripping Friends, ugh.
i wonder why i capitalize some proper words, but not others, and sentence beginnings and not others.. i wonder how my brain is making the distinction between the two. im too lazy, and dont care enough to go back and switch it to one way, so i guess ill just deal, and if youre reading this you will too. =P aren't i so accommodating.
i spend way too much money on nothing.
and way too much money on fast food. i should start cooking again.
speaking of things i should start doing again... drawing/painting/creating. i havent done jack shit artistic wise since ive moved to TX, save for a couple things here and there. i think that's why ive gotten so emotionally crazy in my head; i havent been letting any of it out. of course ive said this several times, and ive still not really made an effort to pick it back up. maybe this time shall be different. id really like to have a recent collection of work so that maybe i could work on getting a display in some sort of gallery or expo. i used to be all about that crap in high school. why am i so emotionally apathetic and indifferent about stuff i used to be so in to.
argh... i blame it on the sleep ;)