hey there delilah
i am so tired right now. soooooo tired. and i have a lot to do before my big date tonight. my big date with a certain popstar from my past.
in other news, i got a role in the spring play! i'm very excited, i really didn't think i would get cast. it's called "love is contagious", and i play miss lerner, the nosy busybody spinster next door. i don't really know how big a part it is, but i'm just glad to be in it. and the play seems really cute. aaaaand miss erin was cast as the lead! very excited. so as soon as i'm done with the monologues, i'll be getting right into rehearsals for the play, which is sweet, because i like to have things to do, it makes me feel like i have a life. plus, it'll be good to have the ol' gang back together.
so yeah, i'm excited for the vagina monologues, but i'm also looking forward to them being over. for some reason, i kinda feel like i'm done with this, and ready to move on to the next thing. the little coochie snorcher was always my favorite monologue, but now i've kinda grown tired of it. overexposure. and i got really annoyed last night, because as i was doing my monolgue, there were these two girls fucking giggling in the back of the auditorium. and they're girls who are actually in the show! you'd think they'd be mature enough to handle this shit. and it's not like they were just giggling at the funny parts of the monologue, the were giggling at the dirty parts, and at, like, me. i was not a fan. go fuck yourselves, seriously.
i am...really tired, and it's bringing out the cranky in me.
i miss my mommy. this is the longest i've gone without talking to her in....a long time! damn her and gretchen and their cruise. but they come back on sunday, so that's good. i've very much looking forward to this weekend, i need some relaxation time. except i thinki need to develop some kind of reasonable sleep cycle, and not sleep in till 3:30 and then stay up till 5 every weekend. because it's a rather rude awakening, literally, when my alarm goes off at 7:30 monday morning.
EIGHT lasts:
8. last cigarette: never.
7. last beverage: chocolate milk
6. last phone call: uh...my dad
5. last text message: sent or received? basically just erin and i congratulating each other on our roles in the play
4. last cd played: ana nalick- wreck of the day
3. last BUBBLE bath: um, ages ago. i am now too long for the tub.
2. last time you cried: i feel like i watched a movie within the past couple of days that made me emote, but i'm too tired to think of what it was right now.
1. last meal: turkey sandwich, mac salad, a pickle, and chocolate milk. i am a creature of habit.
SEVEN have you's:
7. have you ever dated someone twice?: nope.
6. have you ever been cheated on?: nope.
5. have you ever kissed someone & regreted it?: uh...nope.
4. have you ever fallen in love?: nope.
3. have you ever lost someone?: yep.
2. have you ever been depressed?: eh, not for an extended period of time.
1. have you ever had a heartbreak?: not really.
SIX things you did in the past three days:
6. Went to school: unfortunately
5. Went to work: me no worky
4. Colored: sadly, no
3. Got drunk: nope
2. Slept: not nearly enough. i am so freaking tired.
1. Hurt yourself: uh....not that i can think off
list FIVE people you can tell pretty much anything to:
5. mommy
4. meggo
3. jhole
2. kristina
1. gretchen
THIS YEAR...
Made a new friend: many
Fallen out of love: i've fallen out of a crush, does that count?
Laughed until you cried? i'm sure i have
Went behind your parents back: i don't think so
Met someone who changed your life: well, not as of yet.
Gotten close to someone: yeah
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF..
1. Bush?: honestly? i never had any incredibly strong feelings about the man either way.i don't agree with everything the man does, but had i not been such a vote-tard, i would've voted for him last time around. however, it's gotten to the point that i'm just SO FUCKING SICK OF PEOPLE BITCHING about him, that i can't wait until he's out of office.
2. Gay marriage?: rock on. as long as you play the electric slide at the reception.
3. Lowering the drinking age?: i personally think there should be no drinking age, like in europe, but at this point, we can't afford to abolish it or even lower it, because people would go crazy and overindulge and kill themselves. americans are stupid.
ABOUT YOU:
4. Straight, Gay, Bi?: straight, but i'm beginning to think that after the vagina monologues, people are going to think i'm a lesbrarian. i'm playing a southern black homeless lesbian: that's typecasting if i've ever seen it :)
5. Who is the best hugger that you know?: oooo, i don't know. i know a lot of good huggers. i do, however, remember thinking that timmy schuldt was an excellent hugger when i hugged him at graduation. but really, i think my mommy's the best hugger.
6. Do you believe in love at first sight?: not love, but lust.
7. Is there something you want to tell someone?: uh....i don't think so.
8. What kinda shirt are you wearing?: green wagner sweatshirt, but i'm still freezing.
9. How many kids do you want to have?: as many as i can afford
10. Do you have a good relationship with your parent(s)?: very
11. Do you want to change your name?: nah, not at this point.
12. What did you do for your last birthday?: played moods! and ate lemon meringue pie.
13. What time did you wake up today?: i flew out of bed at like 8:40 after snoozing too long.
14. What were you doing at midnight last night? analyzing rolling stone for my mag writing class
15. Name something you CANNOT wait to do?: S L E E P
16. Last time you saw your father?: um, jan 10th, when he dropped me off at school. i miss my daddy.
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? about my life? i don't know. i wish it could be socially acceptable for me to live with my parents for the rest of my life.
18. Which hand do you like better?: well, i don't really have a preference, but i guess i'll go with my right.
19. What are you listening to right now?: this second, tori amos- landslide
20. Have you ever donated money to a good cause?: yeah
21. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back?: yeah, everyone does it, but i'm not really bad about it.
22.What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone? well i tried on a bunch of kristina's clothes the other day, but i don't know the last time i actually borrowed stuff. i do have some of gretchen's clothes here.
23. Who's getting on your nerves right now?: mother nature
24. Most visited webpage?: imdb, google
25. Coke or Pepsi?: either with cherry or vanilla
26. Do you have a crush? not really
28. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world? eh.
29. Do you think there's some models/people out there that should gain a couple pounds?: god yes.
30. Do you enjoy your friendship with your friends?: i love it, of course, but i hate that it's changing. i don't want to wake up five years from now and find myself without at least one soulmate-like really close friend. i'm terrible at making new friends, but i'm great at letting the good ones slip through my fingers.
in other news, i got a role in the spring play! i'm very excited, i really didn't think i would get cast. it's called "love is contagious", and i play miss lerner, the nosy busybody spinster next door. i don't really know how big a part it is, but i'm just glad to be in it. and the play seems really cute. aaaaand miss erin was cast as the lead! very excited. so as soon as i'm done with the monologues, i'll be getting right into rehearsals for the play, which is sweet, because i like to have things to do, it makes me feel like i have a life. plus, it'll be good to have the ol' gang back together.
so yeah, i'm excited for the vagina monologues, but i'm also looking forward to them being over. for some reason, i kinda feel like i'm done with this, and ready to move on to the next thing. the little coochie snorcher was always my favorite monologue, but now i've kinda grown tired of it. overexposure. and i got really annoyed last night, because as i was doing my monolgue, there were these two girls fucking giggling in the back of the auditorium. and they're girls who are actually in the show! you'd think they'd be mature enough to handle this shit. and it's not like they were just giggling at the funny parts of the monologue, the were giggling at the dirty parts, and at, like, me. i was not a fan. go fuck yourselves, seriously.
i am...really tired, and it's bringing out the cranky in me.
i miss my mommy. this is the longest i've gone without talking to her in....a long time! damn her and gretchen and their cruise. but they come back on sunday, so that's good. i've very much looking forward to this weekend, i need some relaxation time. except i thinki need to develop some kind of reasonable sleep cycle, and not sleep in till 3:30 and then stay up till 5 every weekend. because it's a rather rude awakening, literally, when my alarm goes off at 7:30 monday morning.
EIGHT lasts:
8. last cigarette: never.
7. last beverage: chocolate milk
6. last phone call: uh...my dad
5. last text message: sent or received? basically just erin and i congratulating each other on our roles in the play
4. last cd played: ana nalick- wreck of the day
3. last BUBBLE bath: um, ages ago. i am now too long for the tub.
2. last time you cried: i feel like i watched a movie within the past couple of days that made me emote, but i'm too tired to think of what it was right now.
1. last meal: turkey sandwich, mac salad, a pickle, and chocolate milk. i am a creature of habit.
SEVEN have you's:
7. have you ever dated someone twice?: nope.
6. have you ever been cheated on?: nope.
5. have you ever kissed someone & regreted it?: uh...nope.
4. have you ever fallen in love?: nope.
3. have you ever lost someone?: yep.
2. have you ever been depressed?: eh, not for an extended period of time.
1. have you ever had a heartbreak?: not really.
SIX things you did in the past three days:
6. Went to school: unfortunately
5. Went to work: me no worky
4. Colored: sadly, no
3. Got drunk: nope
2. Slept: not nearly enough. i am so freaking tired.
1. Hurt yourself: uh....not that i can think off
list FIVE people you can tell pretty much anything to:
5. mommy
4. meggo
3. jhole
2. kristina
1. gretchen
THIS YEAR...
Made a new friend: many
Fallen out of love: i've fallen out of a crush, does that count?
Laughed until you cried? i'm sure i have
Went behind your parents back: i don't think so
Met someone who changed your life: well, not as of yet.
Gotten close to someone: yeah
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF..
1. Bush?: honestly? i never had any incredibly strong feelings about the man either way.i don't agree with everything the man does, but had i not been such a vote-tard, i would've voted for him last time around. however, it's gotten to the point that i'm just SO FUCKING SICK OF PEOPLE BITCHING about him, that i can't wait until he's out of office.
2. Gay marriage?: rock on. as long as you play the electric slide at the reception.
3. Lowering the drinking age?: i personally think there should be no drinking age, like in europe, but at this point, we can't afford to abolish it or even lower it, because people would go crazy and overindulge and kill themselves. americans are stupid.
ABOUT YOU:
4. Straight, Gay, Bi?: straight, but i'm beginning to think that after the vagina monologues, people are going to think i'm a lesbrarian. i'm playing a southern black homeless lesbian: that's typecasting if i've ever seen it :)
5. Who is the best hugger that you know?: oooo, i don't know. i know a lot of good huggers. i do, however, remember thinking that timmy schuldt was an excellent hugger when i hugged him at graduation. but really, i think my mommy's the best hugger.
6. Do you believe in love at first sight?: not love, but lust.
7. Is there something you want to tell someone?: uh....i don't think so.
8. What kinda shirt are you wearing?: green wagner sweatshirt, but i'm still freezing.
9. How many kids do you want to have?: as many as i can afford
10. Do you have a good relationship with your parent(s)?: very
11. Do you want to change your name?: nah, not at this point.
12. What did you do for your last birthday?: played moods! and ate lemon meringue pie.
13. What time did you wake up today?: i flew out of bed at like 8:40 after snoozing too long.
14. What were you doing at midnight last night? analyzing rolling stone for my mag writing class
15. Name something you CANNOT wait to do?: S L E E P
16. Last time you saw your father?: um, jan 10th, when he dropped me off at school. i miss my daddy.
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? about my life? i don't know. i wish it could be socially acceptable for me to live with my parents for the rest of my life.
18. Which hand do you like better?: well, i don't really have a preference, but i guess i'll go with my right.
19. What are you listening to right now?: this second, tori amos- landslide
20. Have you ever donated money to a good cause?: yeah
21. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back?: yeah, everyone does it, but i'm not really bad about it.
22.What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone? well i tried on a bunch of kristina's clothes the other day, but i don't know the last time i actually borrowed stuff. i do have some of gretchen's clothes here.
23. Who's getting on your nerves right now?: mother nature
24. Most visited webpage?: imdb, google
25. Coke or Pepsi?: either with cherry or vanilla
26. Do you have a crush? not really
28. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world? eh.
29. Do you think there's some models/people out there that should gain a couple pounds?: god yes.
30. Do you enjoy your friendship with your friends?: i love it, of course, but i hate that it's changing. i don't want to wake up five years from now and find myself without at least one soulmate-like really close friend. i'm terrible at making new friends, but i'm great at letting the good ones slip through my fingers.