To my Christian Cracker, British Bitch, and Washington Whore: (hahahahaha)
Well....yesterday, i had something that i needed...for a while now...a night out with the grrls!!
Nicole, Alex, and I went to the loop to have dinner when i realized that i only get two meals a day.... and i had already used them....so i sat around with them watching them eat and making them laugh so hard their food "crawled back up"...it was FUN!! Then Geigerman came into the restaurant, and we all shouted out, "You Geigerman You!!!" He glady thanked me later that night online...it was hilarious!!!
i think i embarrass him...oh well.
i traded AIM names with Matt last night....it was so nice to talk to him online..i dont know why b/ online is much less personal...but it was still neat...and NEW...AND you know that i LOVE new!!!
Well later....i gave him my journal name cause i really just wanted to be open with him...i wanted him to know all there is about me before i become attached....but i really think it's too late..w0w it feels wierd writing now...knowing that he is probably going to read this...oh well....im still going to let loose...i have to, or ill just croke...like a frog???? NAH!! jk. lol. ....well...anyways on with the show!!
so, i have him coming home to meet the parents during break...im going to show him around Dahlonega. I cant wait cause i really want him to see where i come from...your hometown always says a lot about you...
hopefully hell still want to go....
well then the plan was to go to meet his parents.....
i hope hes doing alright....
he called me at 4:30 in the morning and said he needed to talk to me in person....he wanted to meet at waffle house around 6:00 or 6:30 and talk...i was thinking..."ummm..no b/c im not dragging my butt out of bed at 5:30 to go eat....".!!! So instead, i drag my butt out at 4:30am and drive to his house....we talked and he smoked A LOT!!!! it seemed like whole pack of cigarettes....and he doesnt smoke...i was rather disappointed in him for that. Ive never turned to cigarettes to relieve stress...thats why i write...at least im improving my English skills a bit...maybe. AAhhh....whateva. so i dont know what hes going to say to me. i dont know if hes going to leave me....he didnt like my journal too much....or the comments in them!! He wants to talk to all my friends on here so he can find out whats wrong....i partially think its a great idea...cause im tired of having alex in one ear saying, "dump him!" and me on the other trying to fight it. I love matt and i wouldnt trade him for the world....when he described to me why he was so upset about kevin.....i realized that he DOES love me....i was always in question there...but now i know for sure. Yes i know he can be blunt and sometimes a bit harsh in his words...like his infamous waffle incident which no one knows about.....but i know that deep down he loves me and would do anything to make sure that i stay out of harms way....i love you MATT.
well now i am awaiting his phone call....or text message...hint hint, matt! :)
ill see you later....
your loving,
Sun Slut!!!
Nicole, Alex, and I went to the loop to have dinner when i realized that i only get two meals a day.... and i had already used them....so i sat around with them watching them eat and making them laugh so hard their food "crawled back up"...it was FUN!! Then Geigerman came into the restaurant, and we all shouted out, "You Geigerman You!!!" He glady thanked me later that night online...it was hilarious!!!
i think i embarrass him...oh well.
i traded AIM names with Matt last night....it was so nice to talk to him online..i dont know why b/ online is much less personal...but it was still neat...and NEW...AND you know that i LOVE new!!!
Well later....i gave him my journal name cause i really just wanted to be open with him...i wanted him to know all there is about me before i become attached....but i really think it's too late..w0w it feels wierd writing now...knowing that he is probably going to read this...oh well....im still going to let loose...i have to, or ill just croke...like a frog???? NAH!! jk. lol. ....well...anyways on with the show!!
so, i have him coming home to meet the parents during break...im going to show him around Dahlonega. I cant wait cause i really want him to see where i come from...your hometown always says a lot about you...
hopefully hell still want to go....
well then the plan was to go to meet his parents.....
i hope hes doing alright....
he called me at 4:30 in the morning and said he needed to talk to me in person....he wanted to meet at waffle house around 6:00 or 6:30 and talk...i was thinking..."ummm..no b/c im not dragging my butt out of bed at 5:30 to go eat....".!!! So instead, i drag my butt out at 4:30am and drive to his house....we talked and he smoked A LOT!!!! it seemed like whole pack of cigarettes....and he doesnt smoke...i was rather disappointed in him for that. Ive never turned to cigarettes to relieve stress...thats why i write...at least im improving my English skills a bit...maybe. AAhhh....whateva. so i dont know what hes going to say to me. i dont know if hes going to leave me....he didnt like my journal too much....or the comments in them!! He wants to talk to all my friends on here so he can find out whats wrong....i partially think its a great idea...cause im tired of having alex in one ear saying, "dump him!" and me on the other trying to fight it. I love matt and i wouldnt trade him for the world....when he described to me why he was so upset about kevin.....i realized that he DOES love me....i was always in question there...but now i know for sure. Yes i know he can be blunt and sometimes a bit harsh in his words...like his infamous waffle incident which no one knows about.....but i know that deep down he loves me and would do anything to make sure that i stay out of harms way....i love you MATT.
well now i am awaiting his phone call....or text message...hint hint, matt! :)
ill see you later....
your loving,
Sun Slut!!!