This is it...
I have to say, this weekend was absolutely CRAZY. Oh man. I cant even tell you half the things went down. Some of the things I dont remember... Some of the things I just cant say ;)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKE HORTON!!!!!
To you...
You messed up. Not me. We've been together for nearly our whole lives, and you got to high school and it got shitty. I tried to bear my teeth and grin, but it escalated. I have been nothing but royal to you. What do you do? Turn around, and get me in my back. Thats the worst feeling in life. Knowing the person you grew up to know and love totally went against everything you promised eachother, kills. I put every ounce of trust I had, in you. What did you do? Acted like it was nothing. I never thought that you, out of all people, would do this to me. My "best friend". And no, I shouldnt have seen it coming. If you were the friend you promised me you were, you wouldnt have even dreamed of that even happening. Your ruthless, cold, and have a heart of fucking lies and dishonor. Ive watched you make countless acts against me, but I figured "no, we promised eachother. she'll clean up." I constantly made excuses for you. Apparently high school brings out the real person in everyone. You betrayed me. I took you back. You fucked up. I took you back. You fucked me over. I took you back. You talked shit. I took you back. Thats what best friends do. They take you back. Once that happens a second, third, and fourth time though, you begin to realize that maybe the person you thought you knew, isnt that person at all. That person is the opposite of everything they said they were. It wouldnt bother me one bit not getting fucked over by you again, or getting betrayed by you again. I did everything for you. You threw it away. You decided that some guy is more important than our friendship that was going on for nearly 10 years. Thats just heartless. You knew that it would kill me, but you did it anyway. You've done so much that has hurt me, but I always forgave you and took you back. I learned my lesson. Im not going to allow that to happen anymore. So this is my final goodbye, from me to you...