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[c_to_the_har]

life has kind of been a downer lately. love seems like one of those things that's impossible to attain. but the sad thing is that it's only unattainable because i hold back. i'm tired of protecting myself. i wish i could just be completely honest with myself and everyone else... because i'm so sick of having to play games. i hate games. i always have, and i feel it a complete waste of time to play them. i want to be able to be truthful with everyone concerning everything... every time.

i hate not getting what i need.