Jan 12, 2006 18:12
i havent slept at all since i've been back apart from a couple nights i was too drunk to have much say in the matter. there's too much of my life that's up in the air and there's scenarios constantly running through my mind. i sit in bed 12 hours at a time and just think. trying to figure out the next 12 months of my life is a very scary thought for me at the moment. there's alot going on in my head that i should talk about but i'm just not up for it.
one of my roommates is moving out today so I'm pretty excited about that. we definitely had a clash of egos but i was always man enough to admit wen i was wrong about shit. that and im glad i wont have to put up with his girlfriend and their 25 phone calls to each other a day.
right now the only things i find comfort in is a box of milds and counting the days till february