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Have you ever been at that one point where you are ready to just dissappear... when you know you can get someplace and nobody else believes in you.. when they laugh in your face.... when your trying to do everything to please everybody and you don't know what else to do but tell someone how you feel and as soon as you do then all your trying to do is make people feel sorry for you... I used to have 10 dozen heros now I don't have even one... I wish sometimes i could have the courage to face death.. because then I know I could face anything.... I've lost control and I've done it alone.. and don't you dare feel sorry for me because thats too much to ask......