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What an amazing little fucked up world we live in.
Let me paint a picture. Her smiling, walking up to some dude, and then hugging. His head resting on her head because he's a fucking giant. Her arms wrapped firmly around his waste. What the fuck is up with this shit.
How can one person be that desirable? I mean, I even thought maybe this whole thing was in my head. Maybe I am just as crazy as everyone else thinks I am? But there she is, with just another guy who you can tell is just head over heels in love with her. He might not sa it out loud, but just being there said everything. The way he was stroking her hair. The way he was looking at her. And he doesn't even know that she'll get bored and move on to someone else in a matter of a few weeks.
It's not just me. I know without a doubf that anyone, thats ever been involved with her, still thinks about her fondly. They probably don't even have a bad thing to say about her. They probably miss her, and regret losing her, even if it's not their fault she walked away.
She's the most caring, sweet, really great people in the world. She would never on purpose try to hurt anyone. That my friends becomes addicting. As guys we're so use to games, and chicks trying to control us, and being treated like crap when we try to be good for them. Not her. She's everything you hope to find in a girl and more. So much so, that you don't know what the hell to do with it when you have it, that you lose it. Then you're left wondering about what might have been.
People use the term stalker alot when reffering to me. I'm just a guy that knows alot of people in a fairly small town. but i think the reason she does get so many "stalkers" is because of how amazing she treats everyone.
*she's helluv attractive
*she's funny
*she's too sweet for her own good
*the sex is insane :-)
*and she makes you feel like you deserve it, even when you know in your heart you don't.
I know alot of her ex's read this journal, and I'm sure i'll be seeing most of you soon. You hate me, and I probably hate you even more, but I highly doubt anyone could disagree with this post.
Let's face reality together. She made us all feel way more special than we really are.
Let me paint a picture. Her smiling, walking up to some dude, and then hugging. His head resting on her head because he's a fucking giant. Her arms wrapped firmly around his waste. What the fuck is up with this shit.
How can one person be that desirable? I mean, I even thought maybe this whole thing was in my head. Maybe I am just as crazy as everyone else thinks I am? But there she is, with just another guy who you can tell is just head over heels in love with her. He might not sa it out loud, but just being there said everything. The way he was stroking her hair. The way he was looking at her. And he doesn't even know that she'll get bored and move on to someone else in a matter of a few weeks.
It's not just me. I know without a doubf that anyone, thats ever been involved with her, still thinks about her fondly. They probably don't even have a bad thing to say about her. They probably miss her, and regret losing her, even if it's not their fault she walked away.
She's the most caring, sweet, really great people in the world. She would never on purpose try to hurt anyone. That my friends becomes addicting. As guys we're so use to games, and chicks trying to control us, and being treated like crap when we try to be good for them. Not her. She's everything you hope to find in a girl and more. So much so, that you don't know what the hell to do with it when you have it, that you lose it. Then you're left wondering about what might have been.
People use the term stalker alot when reffering to me. I'm just a guy that knows alot of people in a fairly small town. but i think the reason she does get so many "stalkers" is because of how amazing she treats everyone.
*she's helluv attractive
*she's funny
*she's too sweet for her own good
*the sex is insane :-)
*and she makes you feel like you deserve it, even when you know in your heart you don't.
I know alot of her ex's read this journal, and I'm sure i'll be seeing most of you soon. You hate me, and I probably hate you even more, but I highly doubt anyone could disagree with this post.
Let's face reality together. She made us all feel way more special than we really are.