Aug 14, 2004 04:10
"The sky opens up its hands and lets its beauty fall
To shatter on the ground and put and end to it all
Let it destroy every pointless wish that I ever made
my hope made my life one fucking pointless serenade
I've danced around what I know I have to do and what I want
but my needs and my desires are never hand in hand only torn aprat
If you ever look to the sky change your mind before you ever see
that the ground is where you'll stay you'll never leave reality
Bury it all inside your mind
keep all your hopes and dreams inside
never look up for answers again
keep your eyes in front till your bitter end
Why? is that the only question left that is asked anymore
why waste time with questions when theres nothing left to ask for
you've taken it all, taken everything that I wanted to get
The credit, the attention, the fucking thanks and all I get's regret"
....Eh I'll finish them later...I have to condense that song like hell...way to much going on...I went to go post but instead I ended up writing lyrics...First time I'm ever come up with a song typing in a LJ entry...any ways the last few nights have been pretty cool...hung out with a few of my friends from work and a few other ppl...went to the mantis field...unfortunately no mantises that night..
well all went to walmart after and caused a ruckus of course. We went to play some hide and seek and the running caught securities attention...so we played a new game...dodge walmart security..."Security scan all areas, they're loose tonight!"....feels good to know that anouncment is aimed at you...well we all met in the funiture section and decided to sit for a little while and then we hear "Security to Home furnishings"...so yet again we relocate to the gardening section...we found the fountain of youth guarded by Ozzy...the coolest guy to work in a walmart garden section...then security caught up with us...or some chinless guy who thought he was security at least did...so we just decided to leave since the guy was an ass...I think he got my plate # on the way out...ass hole...well after that I forgot most of...we just went to McDonalds
Last night was cool... Cj, Kristen, Jimmy, Mike, Nate, Barry, and Nick came over after we all went to Friendly's...we synched up "Dark Side of the moon" with "The Wizard of Ozz"...defintly one of the more fucked up things in life I've seen....especially when short ppl start dancing to "money"...then everyone left and I went to sleep...and now after my pointless day...and after going to the 24 hour porn store with Paull (horton), Melissa, and Tom (windle)...and geting a really shity movie for no reason...I'm hear jabbering about my pointless summer life...which has been still pointless as of yet...I'm beginning to give up on things and Imo just going to role with everything now...and I'm definitely out of here before I fall asleep...