only God can save me now.
i don't think i ever knew real stress until now. i cry daily and literally wake up an average of 5 times per night. this is something i've wanted for such a long time. and i mean, reallyyy really wanted. if i fail in getting a 160 on the LSAT it will be incredibly painful for me.
twice i felt so upset that i just went into the chapel at school and cried. i'm really glad no one else was in there because i felt like i was literally losing my mind. i'm so completely broken down and drained. i'm trying my hardest but i don't know how much longer i can hold onto my last grasp of sanity.
this is all on top of having the hardest semester of my life in school... it's just been really rough the last few weeks.
please, say some prayers for me. i need them.
i really hope no one else is anywhere close to as stressed as i am.
twice i felt so upset that i just went into the chapel at school and cried. i'm really glad no one else was in there because i felt like i was literally losing my mind. i'm so completely broken down and drained. i'm trying my hardest but i don't know how much longer i can hold onto my last grasp of sanity.
this is all on top of having the hardest semester of my life in school... it's just been really rough the last few weeks.
please, say some prayers for me. i need them.
i really hope no one else is anywhere close to as stressed as i am.