i can't breath unless you do this with me.

May 27, 2006 12:39

ashley is pretty damn cool. especially for a sophomore ;) ... thank god that someone else understands how painful extreme boredom is sometimes.

this brings me to my latest thoughts; i can't wait to get out of northern virginia. not to sound completely ungrateful. i am extremely privileged to have grown up here. however, i've spent my entireee life here. i'm completely ready to get out of here and move on. there's so many things i want to do and so many places i'd love to go. if i do ever get any money, i'm going to travel as much as humanly possible.

my brother, who copied my idea of going to law school, got into seton hall today. it's honestly good for him because he's been wait-listed at several places. nonetheless, i'm still annoyed about it. i've wanted to go to law school forever and of course it'll be overshadowed by my sometimes asinine brother.

my mother acts as if my brother is now jesus or something. in a bit of spite, after she told me that my brother got in, i said "oh well good for him. there's no way i'm gonna go to seton hall. although, i'm sure i can get into a better law school anyway." hahahaha. this of course aggravated her so she did her usual attempt to bash me by saying how hard the lsat is and what not. i simply laughed and said "well considering i've wanted to go to law school forever and logical thinking is my forte, unlike pat, i am not too worried. i plan to practice 5x more than they recommend. plus my gpa is much higher than his was so i've already got that going for me." it's sad that i love aggravating her. especially since i know i can/always do beat her in arguments. she's ridiculous.

it is depressing that my mom is a major ...bitch. it might sound like i'm simply being a brat. however, i'm 20 and i feel (hope) that i'm beyond the years of simple adolescent rebellion. it's a pretty obvious fact to most of my family and most of the people who come into contact with her. she constantly compares me to my brother and of course, in her eyes, he is always "better". so it doesn't help that the jerk is going to law school. i feel like it's my claim and in a way he shouldn't be allowed. despite that that's immature, i can't help it. it's actually something special to me. i'm not doing it simply because i don't know what else to do and i want money.

despite that my mother is a psycho, i will be successful regardless. i'm already more successful than her... being that i'm not completely bitter and unhappy with everything. i'm going someplace and wherever it may be, i will surely never been such an unhappy spiteful moron.

it does help that i really think i can get into a better law school though. her stupidity only makes me more motivated.

yes, i know i'm acting like a seven year old. despite that, i turn 21 in under a month!!!! wooooot.
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