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Man what a day to have a midterm. It had to ran on a midterm day. I had my first math5b midterm and guess what I totally boom the midterm. The professor put questions on the test that i have never seen in my life.
None of the question were related to the questions with the homework. So as I was taking the test I was somewhat teaching my self how to do the question as i went along until I got stuck and then move on to the next one. My body just froze when I got the test. Right when I saw the test i knew i was screwed. I spent hours after hours studying and all for nothing.
I had SOC 152 after the math, but i could not bare myself to go to class and sit for an hour while i was angry at my self and the professor. It sucks when you put all your time studying and it isn't enough. I can't afford to do any worse. In the back of my mind i am telling myself to give up. I know it just the first midterm for that class, but I can't start off on a bad grade. I hate the pressure of school and the world expecting us to do so well with grades. I need to swim of all of this anger, disappointment and terror in my head. sorry for the sad/angry journal.
None of the question were related to the questions with the homework. So as I was taking the test I was somewhat teaching my self how to do the question as i went along until I got stuck and then move on to the next one. My body just froze when I got the test. Right when I saw the test i knew i was screwed. I spent hours after hours studying and all for nothing.
I had SOC 152 after the math, but i could not bare myself to go to class and sit for an hour while i was angry at my self and the professor. It sucks when you put all your time studying and it isn't enough. I can't afford to do any worse. In the back of my mind i am telling myself to give up. I know it just the first midterm for that class, but I can't start off on a bad grade. I hate the pressure of school and the world expecting us to do so well with grades. I need to swim of all of this anger, disappointment and terror in my head. sorry for the sad/angry journal.