Fuck, it seems that once again I goofed up. Sorry everyone. I'll be around more, I swear. It's just hard taking care of two kids pretty much by yourself. I'm doing what I can, but it's rough. I'll be alright.
I did finally manage to track down
meredithbrooks and apologize 1,000 times to her. I don't want to make her feel that I'm using her, because that was never my intention. I know she's feeling neglected, and I invited her over tonight so we could talk things over in person. I do care about her, and I feel like crap for doing this to her.
It seems that I'm losing more and more friends everyday. Oh well, I still have those who care, which is nice. I really am going to be around more often anyway, especially since it's that time of year when you have to tell everyone you love them or something like that. I hope you guys know how special you are to me, and how I couldn't have gotten though the past month without you. Damn it, I'm a sap now. Fuck.
Well, I guess I'll catch ya later, kids.