Nov 27, 2005 22:50
sometimes i have to ponder the tissues on my nightstand
and the fingernails on my fingers
and even then sometimes the hair on my head
oh life
without all the regularness everything would be irregular
so today was irregular because the regular was total not in
i saw alex
it was wonderful
and yesterday was a breafast hunt down in neverland where i snacked on all too salty french fries and extremely overly processed apple jelly
jelly
isnt supposed to be apple anyways
and i suppose the illegality of it all didnt point an arrow stright through my head
just through my stomach
which was too empty to comprehend the surreptitious matter
eh
this morning was woes with hoes
i mean
toes
:)
chocolate pudding and non-sourdough pretzels were the icing on the cake of sex
yes
i said sex
but at the same time i had to think of the age of our universe and the conquerers that infest it
which led to the all too thoughtful instance of eating
rubbery pumpkin pie?
i skipped that step though
i held the hand of a hero and danced the dance of a wolf under a full moon as i squeezed the energy out of his veins and exhausted myself to no end
and my head just plopped
right on his shoulder
my favorite place in the entire world
so i sat with my chin in my palms with greasy roots and muddled neurons
just wasting gas for shere pleasure
not many encounter these kinds of escapades everyday
this weekend kept me to my wits' end
and i wallowed in self pitty for a change
i think every once and a while i deserve to
but i have to remember that i cant tell myself that i deserve to
because
it will turn into
thrice in a while
or whatever it is
something like that
so i let the anger seep through my cushions that i tirelessly vacuumed on this draining day of thanks
i didnt feel many thanks goin around
hence the enjoyment of nothing!
but he still keeps me sane <3