someday we'll all have perfect wings

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this day filled me with aches and pains
broken backs and kicking bees inside me

*ouch*

raspberry sherbet solves everything

regarding my last entry when i needed a phonecall
i woke up to the knowledge that i had received it
and was surprised to find i was not very moved
though i pondered it while i ate cereal with numbed lips and scrunched eyebrows

it came again this evening from a random source and to my surprise i was angry and at the same time intimidated by the foolishness of the subject of conversation

ugh

while my parents discuss their plans to retrieve some sort of perfection in another lifetime and my brothers hanker with their toes and pockets of their shorts to make themselves seem somewhat enthralled to the point of disbelief

our parents are strangely odd
whats new

why cant we all just make a ceramic bubble to live in with ladybugs and cherry stems
it would be so fucking simple

rather than be forced to listen to fake drunkards on the other line and insincere family tell you your second cousin twice removed smokes too much weed

i desperately need somebody to take a nap with me
volunteers needed
the color purple only worsens the surroundings

g'night